The transportation device of a tiny flame-shaped alien called Ibb breaks down on planet Earth. Ibb meets a human and discovers the species’ problem-solving talents. Both main characters of this story are non-binary and the book focuses on neurodivergence, including but not limited to ADHD, anxiety, and autism.
Published in anthology Queens in Wonderland, No Bad Books Press, February 2024, USA. Edited by Theresa Halvorsen and Chris Bannor.
Available formats: paperback and ebook.
This re-imagining of classical elements from Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking-Glass into a brand-new, queer story about self-acceptance is a wild ride. It doesn’t require knowledge of the Wonderland universe, but knowing your Lewis Carroll may spark some extra smiles.
3: Short stories in Paranatellonta Issues 369-392
Self-published on paranatellonta.tumblr.com, each photo-and-story combination is available to read for free.
Paranatellonta is a photography and flash fiction project running since August 2013, posted on the 1st and 15th day of each month. Fie takes a photo which inspires a ten-sentence story written by me, Minerva Cerridwen. The project itself was inspired by Erin Morgenstern and Carey Farrell’s Flax-golden Tales (2009-2014).
Issues 370, 380, and 390 were special editions where we swapped roles, meaning that for those issues, I took the photo and Fie wrote the short story.
4: Work as a Fan Artist
As a friend of author Clara Ward and a fan of their novel Be the Sea (Atthis Arts, 2024), I got to work on the successful Be the Sea: Audiobook and Hardcover Editions Kickstarter campaign last summer and made a piece of fan art for the book for every day of the campaign. Check out the 26 Sea Creatures of the Day, 8 of which have been made into postcards as backer rewards. There’s crochet, drawing, painting, and origami creatures, and even a Double Chocolate Cookie Fish.
I got home safely on Tuesday evening, and it’s Saturday now, but sometimes you need to let the waves calm down before you start writing about them or the ink will run.
Anyway, this is the report of my first Worldcon! I left home on the morning of Wednesday, August 7, to start on my 10-hour journey by train. It really was more relaxing than travelling by plane, and barely seemed to involve any waiting thanks to Siân, who was so sweet as to meet up with me for a cup of tea in London even though I would only be there for under 2 hours. It was wonderful to meet her in person, and I am very proud and grateful that she allowed me to add her beautiful fore-edge-painted hardcover of The Dragon of Ynys to my hoard!
Here it is, displayed leaning on the yarn hoard I acquired later…
And thus my trip had already become magical before I was even close to Scotland!
The journey went smoothly. I thought I’d be using the 4.5-hour trainride between London and Glasgow to finish preparing for my panels, but it turns out that I do fall asleep in high-speed trains, so the final preparations would end up happening late at night in the hotel room and in the Quiet Space at the con itself. I did get to see some nice Shire landscapes and some gorgeous hills and/or mountains on the way; I’m grateful that my friend Mattea had advised me to look out of the window more often!
After checking in at the hotel, where I was sharing a room with theAva Kelly, we had a nice dinner and some time just to settle in. We decided to have an easy morning, too, before we headed for the Scottish Exhibition & Conference Centre. I still had to get registered, and in the late morning on Thursday there was a bit of a queue… Luckily, Emily and Chris from Atthis Arts came and found Ava and me in the queue, so we could hug and talk, and what must have been over an hour of queueing just flew by!
And then I was really there! At Worldcon!!! Ready to show off this gorgeous copy of my book (and my convention badge) to everyone!
And Atthis Arts was beautifully present at Waterstones too.
I walked Ava to the greenroom so I’d know where to find it myself the next day, and from that point on I was either listening to panels or finding my way to the next one. I attended “Engineering Solutions to People Problems” with moderator A.T. Greenblatt and panellists Ann Gry, Ava Kelly, Wole Talabi, and Robert (nojay) Sneddon. Up next was “Surviving Late-Stage Capitalism as a Creative” with moderator Terri Ash and panellists Erica Holcomb, Miles Cameron, Sarah Langan, and E.D.E. Bell. Next we were at the Group Book Launch, where Gregory A. Wilson got to present Atthis Arts title Heretic, the third book in his fantasy trilogy. And thus the whole day had been filled with Atthis Arts-related activities, and with so much joy!
On Friday it was time for the very first panel I would be speaking at myself: “Introduction to Cosy SFF” with fellow panellists Rachel Gutin and Yilin Wang, moderated by Caitlin Rozakis. It went well, and Atthis Arts friend Clara Ward even described it as one of the nicest and indeed cosiest panels they had ever listened to. A big thank you to Caitlin, Yilin, and Rachel for making my first panel experience so welcoming!
Knowing that I had survived being on a panel once, I wasn’t really nervous for the other panels anymore, and I went and listened to a panel in the very next time slot, titled “Learning from COVID – An International Perspective”, moderated by Ava Kelly, with panellists Iain Kennedy, Keren Landsman, Sabine Furlong, and Sam Scheiner. Not the most cheerful subject to celebrate my first panel with, but it was still interesting, and after that Ava and I went for lunch and a short walk around the Dealers Hall, and then I was heading for the greenroom again for my second panel, “Great Heroes in Children’s Literature”, moderated by Grace A.T. Worm, with fellow panellists Caitlin Rozakis, H.G. Parry, and Sharon Sheffield. Again, these people were so nice to talk with. The convention honestly felt like one big book club session, because so many people there have more or less the same set of interests, and I feel so lucky about the panels I got! Being on the same panel twice in one day, Caitlin and I realised we had a lot in common, and I will definitely be reading her novel Dreadful soon—it sounds right up my street.
“Introduction to Cosy SFF” with Caitlin Rozakis, Rachel Gutin, Yilin Wang, and Minerva Cerridwen. Esme Addison was scheduled to be on this panel too, but sadly couldn’t make it to the convention.
“Great Heroes in Children’s Literature” with Grace A.T. Worm, Caitlin Rozakis, Minerva Cerridwen, H.G. Parry, and Sharon Sheffield.
Finally I attended the panel “Fanfic or Re-imagining?” moderated by Ava Kelly, with panellists F.D. Lee, Gabi GL, Genevieve Cogman, and Seanan McGuire, and after that we had a nice little Atthis Arts dinner party thanks to Chris and Emily!
After such a long day, Ava and I made the (perhaps surprisingly) wise decision of taking another easy morning on Saturday, so we could take our time for breakfast and prepare for our events of the day. There was just one for each of us, but sadly they were at the same time—someone really should invent a way to be in several places at once for conventions like this! Though I suppose providing replays of some of the panels is already a good step in that direction. And I was lucky enough to hear Ava’s practice version of their academic presentation “Digital Necromancy: Ethical Implications of Virtual Life After Death”, so I didn’t fully miss out either.
Before it was time for the presentation and the panel, all of the Atthis Arts people were meeting up outside to celebrate Chris’ 50th birthday! Emily managed to herd everyone together, Clara brought a cake and chocolates, and I met new Atthis Arts author Joyce Chng, whose book Wolf’s Path will be out in March 2025. But it really was extremely windy, so Ava and I soon fled inside to spend some time in the convention’s Quiet Space. Singing the song that I’d written for Chris would have to wait for another opportunity. Somehow, the fates actually decided to start playing the right song when we were out for dinner on Monday evening, so that turned out great!
My dragon panel, “The Purpose of Dragons” moderated by J E Hannaford, with fellow panellists Eliza Chan, L.R. Lam, and Paolo Bacigalupi, was in one of the big halls. Getting to speak about what I love most in front of so many people gave me such a rush! We really had a lot of fun on this panel, and I think it sparked new story inspiration for most of us. After the panel, I sold the final two copies of The Dragon of Ynys present at the convention (aside from my own pretty painted one, which obviously wasn’t for sale! Mine!!!), to two very kind Dutch-speaking people. It was strange to be speaking Dutch in this setting! When I came out of that panel, I was skipping over purple clouds and rainbows; it really had gone as well as I could have hoped. Thanks to Eliza Chan for the photo of the dragon panel, and thanks to Ava Kelly for the other 4 photos of panels in this post!
“The Purpose of Dragons” with L.R. Lam, Paolo Bacigalupi, J E Hannaford, Eliza Chan, and Minerva Cerridwen.
Of course I wouldn’t be going there alone!
Sunday was a very busy day for me: I was on Stroll with the Stars at 9:00, walking to the Tall Ship Glenlee. (Photo source: The Unicorn – Glasgow 2024 Newsletter, Issue 7.) I was happy to find time for a cup of tea before my first panel of the day, “Reality Bites: Escapism in SFF”, moderated by J A Mortimore, with fellow panellists Julia Rios, M H Ayinde, and Phoenix Alexander. This was another really fun talk, and I loved that I’d kept bumping into J A Mortimore before this panel, as she was the one checking me in for most of my panels in the greenroom (leading to the question: “How many panels are you on??!” “I don’t know how this happened either!”).
Stroll with the Stars at the Tall Ship Glenlee. Photo from The Unicorn, Issue 7.
“Reality Bites: Escapism in SFF” with J A Mortimore, Julia Rios, Minerva Cerridwen, Phoenix Alexander, and M H Ayinde.
My final panel of Worldcon 2024 was “Flash Fiction: The Art of Storytelling in Under 1,000 Words”, moderated by Stephen Granade, with fellow panellists Aimee Ogden, Istvan Vizvary, and Örjan Westin (@MicroSFF). This interesting and inspiring panel led me to writing a new welcome post on Paranatellonta, in which I’m linking to the flash fiction recommendations that were mentioned in the panel discussion. Of course there was also a new Paranatellonta edition on the 15th—that’s number 384!
After the Flash Fiction panel, Ava and I finally finished our walk around the Dealers Hall, where we’d also had a lovely chat with the owner of The Portal Bookshop earlier that day. They had anthology Love & Bubbles (James & Rossman, 2018) on display! I signed my story in the three copies they had. If you’re near York (or ordering online from anywhere in the UK), please consider getting your books by Portal.
“Flash Fiction: The Art of Storytelling in Under 1,000 Words” with Stephen Granade, Minerva Cerridwen, Aimee Ogden, Örjan Westin, and Istvan Vizvary.
“Love & Bubbles” on display among lots of other great books in The Portal Bookshop booth in the Dealers Hall.
Then it was time for a quick dinner and to go outside and queue for the Hugos ceremony in the Armadillo. I thought it was so cool to actually be in the room where that yearly celebration of the SFF genre happens!
Cute friends in the Hugos queue: Clara Ward, Ava Kelly, and Emily Bell! I was wearing the adorable dragon hat Clara made for me; it proved far more useful already than either of us would have expected in August! That’s Scotland for you. (Can I have that weather back now, please?)
With my final panel behind me, Monday was an easy day for me, enjoying the words of others and learning from them. I had been planning to attend “Can We Turn the Machines Off?” moderated by Ava Kelly, but by the time I arrived, the room was already full! I still had time to figure out where else I could go in that time slot, and I ended up listening to “Finding Story in the Landscape”, moderated by Kathleen Jennings, with panellists Ai Jiang, Garth Nix, Terri Windling, and Tiffani Angus. That way I unexpectedly got the chance to take up my book club friend Aline’s recommendation of listening to a panel with Terri Windling! And I have to repeat it again: it was interesting and inspiring!
Afterwards I rushed to have a quick lunch and then to the book launch, where Clara Ward was presenting Be the Sea. And then it was time to attend my final panel: “The Art and Craft of Literary Translation”, moderated by Denis Taillandier, with panellists Hildur Knútsdóttir, Igor Rendić, Yaroslav Barsukov, and Yilin Wang.
Suddenly it was over! The convention had rushed by so fast, and I’d love to do it all again someday. We had a lovely final evening with Atthis Arts, and on Tuesday morning it was time to start the journey back to Belgium. Luckily, whenever I feel sad about it being over, I can dive into the hoard I brought home! (Along with the plan to buy more books that had already sold out at the convention by the time I had time to go look for them. And with the beautiful yarn I showed in the pictures at the top, which I’d preordered from Third Vault Yarns and picked up at the convention.)
My convention badge with all the ribbons I collected! Ava Kelly’s Dragon Realm (avakellyfiction.com), #SupportBoldIndies (edebell.com), My First Worldcon, Programme Participant, Nerds of a Feather Flock Together, I Kudos Fanworks (AO3), I Get My Books By Portal (Portal Bookshop), and Cast of Wonders.
Loot: all the cards and bookmarks I picked up at Worldcon, together with the souvenir book, the Hugos programme, a sticker sheet with bees, and my convention badge.
Loot: My friends know me well! Aside from the adorable dragon hat depicted in the Hugo queue photo above, I got to bring these perfect gifts home. “Oracle Gretel” is a chapbook by Julia Rios which was given to the panellists of “Reality Bites: Escapism in SFF”. It’s lovely and will be cherished!
(Disclaimer: if your gift is not in this photo, know that I still very much appreciate it, but I was being chaotic during unpacking and forgot to add it to the photo.)
More loot: We hadn’t even reached the convention when I’d already seen that baby dragon in St Enoch shopping centre in Glasgow. By the end of the convention it was still calling for me, so I had to go pick it up.
I am now the proud owner of a BE THE SEA totebag!
… and of a The Neurodiversiverse totebag!
The Neurodiversiverse totebag was a Kickstarter reward—in case you missed it between all my Worldcon news, anthology The Neurodiversiverse: Alien Encounters has now come out and includes my neurodivergent alien teleportation story “The Space Between Stitches”! Get it here.
P.P.S. The tagline for this convention was “A Worldcon for Our Futures”. If you are, indeed, in the future reading this, and you’re preparing for your first convention yourself, feel free to contact me or leave a comment or some questions here that would help with your preparations!
Since my last blog post, the campaign has been labelled a Project We Love by Kickstarter and further Stretch Goals have been announced: bookmarks, goodie bags, an audiobook, and a sequel anthology!!!
But first, of course, we need to cross the minimum goal. Please keep sharing the Kickstarter link and consider preordering your own copy of the anthology!
These are ten of the designs I’ve drawn this year (plus my business card at the bottom right). I made them into a postcard set, which, if you like them, YOU can buy right now!
These are the prices for 1 set of the 10 different postcards, printed on high-quality paper, including shipping (via bpost): to Belgium: €13 per set to the rest of Europe: €17 per set to the rest of the world: €18 per set
To order them, please send the correct amount to my PayPal, specifying how many sets you would like to order and to which name and address I can send them. If you have questions or would rather get in touch before ordering, please send me an email to minervacerridwen@gmail.com so I can help you out!
The cover of Rise, the anthology that will include my flash story “Ace-tral Projection”, has been revealed. You can take a peek here! The book will release on October 25, in paperback, hardcover, and ebook format.
It’s the 15th today, so there’s a new edition of Paranatellonta! Enjoy number 364, titled “Autumnal Company”, here.
And last but not least: my brand-new short story “Good-Natured Anxiety for the Queer Creature” has been accepted for publication in Queens in Wonderland, the queer Alice in Wonderland-themed anthology from No Bad Books Press! I’ve seen summaries of some of the other stories that will be included (and even got to read one full story…) and I really look forward to this collection myself!
It’s a day of celebrations: Paranatellonta is 10 years old!
The little project in which Fie takes a photo twice a month to inspire a ten-sentence story by me is still going strong! Back in 2013, we were inspired by Erin Morgenstern and Carey Farrell’s Flax-Golden Tales, of which there were 261. That sounded like quite a lot when we started, and to be honest, it still does—but today we are at our 360th edition!!!
Of course, we have a special edition for you to mark this anniversary. Just like for the fifth anniversary, we have asked none other than Ava Kelly to be our guest photographer and author. Ava’s photo inspired my 10-sentence story “Scrutiny”, and Fie’s photo inspired Ava’s 10-sentence story “Refuge”.
Ava Kelly is a nonbinary speculative writer and engineer. Secretly a pile of cats in a trenchcoat, Ava’s goal is to bring into the world more tales of friendship and compassion, dedicated to trope subversion, stories that give the void a voice. Romanian living in Norway, Ava is an avid explorer of culture and its reflection upon life and creativity, both in art and in tech design. Among their works are the award-winning novel Havesskadi, the short story A Sudden Displacement of Matter (part of the Lambda-nominated anthology Trans-Galactic Bike Ride: Feminist Bicycle Science Fiction Stories of Transgender and Nonbinary Adventurers), and the illustrated dual language book of nonbinary fairy tales Alia Terra – Stories from the Dragon Realm.
Thank you for yet another wonderful collaboration, Ava!
You can always read and watch all editions of Paranatellonta for free here. Enjoy, and let us know what you think!
It’s that time of the year when the stories are being announced that will be part of the Queer Sci Fi Flash Fiction Contest anthology. The theme this year was “Rise”, once again prompting authors to write a story of 300 words, and I’m proud to say I submitted a story called “Ace-tral Projection” and it was selected. This is the fifth year in a row I have a story in the contest anthology! Everyone who’s friends with me on Duolingo knows I do love a good long streak.
In other news, Fie and I posted the 359th edition of Paranatellonta yesterday—remember there’s a new post on the 1st and 15th of every month. Our next edition, on August 15, will be very special, and not just because 360 is a nice round number—we will celebrate that Paranatellonta will have existed for 10 years!!! Keep your eyes peeled. In the meantime, you can go read the latest editions via the main page (click on the “[time] ago and x notes” line under a post to enlarge both its photo and text, or click the “Random post” button at the top to be catapulted up to ten years back in time). As ever, everything Paranatellonta is free to read. Enjoy!
Love from rainy Germany, where I’ve been having a very cosy autumnish holiday in the middle of summer (but also some sunny hobbit adventures on mountains),
I’m writing this post in Dutch for once, to talk about Dutch poetry!
Hoi!
Het was deze week Poëzieweek. Op Gedichtendag leek het me wel leuk om heel snel een gedicht te schrijven en te posten op Twitter. Dat beviel me zo goed dat ik het de hele week volgehouden heb! Het was leuk om weer wat meer verbinding te voelen met het Nederlands en door mezelf te beloven dat ik de gedichten snel en ongepolijst zou posten, bleef ik er ook niet eindeloos over dibben. Een gedicht aan iemand tonen voelt veel meer als loslaten dan een verhaal, omdat de interpretatie nog zoveel vrijer is. We gaan mij dus allemaal heel dapper vinden omdat ik ze hier toch kom tonen! Hier is het resultaat van een week vol poëzie.
Dag 1 (Gedichtendag)
Ik wil ergens heen
een punt maken
duidelijk zijn
Ik wil ergens heen
om nieuwe dingen te ontdekken
de horizon verkennen
Het avontuur opzoeken
zodat iedereen wijst van “Kijk,
díé heeft er niet omheen gedanst.”
Maar ik blijf thuis.
Waar ik naartoe werk
is geen helder reisdoel.
Dag 2 (27/01/23)
Koekjes met de post uit Amerika –
Dat leek ons wat onpraktisch.
Vriendschap was een veel mooiere beloning
Gesprekken over gebak en chocola
Ervaringen met queerness en neurodivergentie.
Vorige week wist ik nog niet dat je bestond
Vandaag maak ik jouw pindarotsjes.
Het schermpje op het keukenblok straalt
Je gezicht een goedkeurend kunstwerk
Van postpakketjes data.
Dag 3 (28/01/23)
Later krijg ik een cactusbaard
met hele lange naalden
Niet om iemand pijn te doen
maar omdat m’n haar steeds faalde
te groeien waar ik het graag wou
en ik daarover baalde
kwam op een dag de goede fee
en bracht me stekelgenen
Ze plantte ze in mijn gezicht
en is daarna verdwenen
Sindsdien wacht ik met ongeduld
tot de pinnen uit mijn wangen
ver genoeg gevorderd zijn
om er bloempjes aan te hangen.
Dag 4 (29/01/23)
Een knuffel van een boek
Een blad langs links, een blad langs rechts
Ze vouwen om je heen
Een veilige cocon
Als nachtmerries tóch komen
Je wakker schrikt ver weg van rust
Verbeeld je je de vrede
Van weides in de zon
De stad der fantasieën
Verwarmt je hart met woordenthee
Je angst zakt weg in zacht
Een nieuwe droom begon
Dag 5 (30/01/23)
De grote oranje octopus
heeft hele lange armen.
Ze kronkelen steeds zo en zus
want hij wil de eindjes warmen
aan iemand met een zacht, droog vel
hij legt een koude zuignap
tegen de mensen aan, maar, wel,
zij delen niet zijn blijdschap.
Ze zetten zeven stappen terug
zo kan hij hen niet raken
en leert de octopus al vlug
dat zij de kou niet kunnen smaken
Dus wendt hij zich – na lang gedub
tot andere kameraden:
een beetje kou op dik geschub
kan vuurdraken niet schaden.
Dag 6 (31/01/23)
De zee klotst langs de kleurenboot
Het veel te blauwe water
Het grijs op weg naar later
De masten blozen rood
Een duikboot cirkelt door de lucht
Om onze tocht te stoppen
Het grijs kan hen niet foppen
Ons bootje zucht, maar vlucht –
Ooit zal de paarse wereld fier
Vol groene stippen staan
Het grijs vrolijk saffraan
Geen reis naar waar jij mag bestaan
De horizon een regenboog, te zien van elke pier
Geen land vol verf, maar overal, en zelfs gewoonweg hier.
Dag 7 (01/02/23)
Aftiteling
Wanneer een aarzeling weerklinkt
knikt het marktplein minzaam toe
Vrolijk om de mensen heen
weeft de klarinettist zijn avontuur
De toonladders, de dansers, de vlammen van het vuur
Alles hier beweegt op zijn ritme alleen
De lente komt, niemand wordt moe
Het lied een diep instinct
Diepzwart zakken de credits
Zijn feest kent nooit een eind.
Welk gedicht spreekt jou het meeste aan? Ik kom het heel graag te weten in de comments.
Happy New Year!!!
This was my holiday card this year. Wishing you a year of creativity, cosiness, and inspiration!
The first edition of Paranatellonta for 2023 is already online – click here if you’re in the mood for some gingerbread or speculaas. On to a new year of stories!
Yes, it really is December already. And yet I’m here to talk about… the October drawing challenge that involves ink, generally known as Inktober. Oops?
Anyway, I can proudly say that I did finish Inktober now, as promised! It took me until yesterday, but that’s not what we’ll be remembering, right?
This piece holds the final week of Peachtober prompts: there’s a “castle”, a “robot”, “land” and “sea” coming together on the right, the ivy on the T is my “plant”, and the final prompts “whale”, “pet”, and “sleepy” all come together in this cute whale on its fluffy pillow, because who wouldn’t want to pet that?
You can find the original Peachtober22 prompts here, and my earlier Inktober pieces are all on my Instagram.
Yes, this piece is a tiny little bit ironic. And yes, I’m proud of it and will be putting it on my wall as a reminder. Thank you for following along on my Inktober journey, even if it was a little longer than intended.